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She's back in my head again...... All because of a dream and also it was her birthday yesterday, plus everyone is about to come home from school for the holidays. In the dream, I was devastated. She ignored me when I was trying to talk to her and I just felt really sad.  I don't know why I have these spurts of feelings for her still. I just need someone to talk to to get her out of my head. School will start for me soon in January, so hopefully I can meet someone new and just talk to them. I do miss talking to her though.....